Why can't I be in two places at once!

HAPPY V-DAY EVERYONE. XOXOXO
Today, at approximetly 4 pm im leaving to connecticut. My cousins own a country house there which me and my famly are going to. Were going to ski one day while were there, but the others were gonna hang out and try not to do all the things my mom wants us to. I love connecticut. Especially in the winter. It's cold, but warm and comfortble. It's beautiful. Its the country. I'm a city girl wo loves the city, and the country. But i can't be completely happy in either one. When I'm in the country for more then a few days, i long for the bustling, disgusting city. When I'm in the city, i long for the relaxing beautiful country. I wish i could be in two places at the same time. Or i wish i could live in the country within a city. But anyway, I'm excited to go to the country for a few days. I need a break.