I can't think

I can't think. My mnd is going in circles. It is revolving around it. It is the worst thing ever. It is killing me. It is stoping me from thinking. I hate it. I hate it. I can't think. I can't think. I need it. I don't want it. I can't breath. My mind is fogged. IT IT IT!!!! IT It it.... ITTTTTTTTTTT! I've never felt so confused. So unsure. I've never had two oposite thing colide at strongly a they are now. IT IT IT!!!! IT It it.... ITTTTTTTTTT! Im circling. I can't live. I can't breath. IT. IT. it. IT. it. It is evil. It is destruction. It is It is It is. ****